December 2008
i watched donnie darko for the first time at 1AM
and cried hysterically. i got too emotionally invested. and then the ending happened. seriously it took me like 20 minutes to recover. i’m suchhh a loser.
Dec 31st
1 tag
Dec 24th
just sayin.
Dec 23rd
i can make your heart slow. i can feel the weather in my bones. wish hard enough, i can turn it to what i like. your pupils; they’re big. they’re rolling like dice. oh baby you’re a classic like a little black dress. you’re a faded moon stuck on a little hot mess. not the boy i was. the boy i am is just venting. dear gravity, you held me down in this starless city.
Dec 23rd
you'll never remember, your head is far too...
Dec 21st
it's hip, it's new, it's me, i just don't know...
take two or three of your favorite “ine”. call me for your follow up when it finally catches up. pay me with a vertibrae from the spine you stiffen straight every time i cross your mind. just something i’m working on. so yeah.
Dec 21st
I’m a sunshine machine. i want to get stuck and be glowing in your memory.
Dec 20th
i’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of a old man’s head when all the others are just stuck awake i’m trying to trick myself to fall asleep again my head’s in heaven, my soles are in hell let’s meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well hurry hurry you put my head in such a flurry, flurry freckle freckle what makes you so special? what makes you so special?...
Dec 19th
fell out of bed butterfly bandage but don’t worry you’ll never remember your head is far too blurry put him in the back of a squad car restrain that man he needs his head put through a catscan hey editor, i’m undeniable hey doctor, i’m certifiable i’m a loose bolt of a complete machine what a match; i’m half doomed and you’re semi-sweet so boycott love...
Dec 18th
1 tag
Dec 17th
good movie night.
Dec 13th
fall out boy, fall out boy, fall out boy...
i’ve got a lot of friends who are stars, but some are just black holes. my mind is a safe and if i keep it then we all get rich. my body is an orphanage; “we take everyone in”. doing lines of dust and sweat off last night’s stage just to feel like you. i guess it’s because their last album Infinity on High got leaked, but for some reason, Fall Out Boy just...
Dec 11th
it was ice cream headaches and sweet avalanche when the pearls in our shells got up to dance. you call me a bad tipper of the cradle. tired yawns for fawns on hunter’s lawns. we’re the has-beens of husbands sharpening the knives of young wives. take two years and call me when you’re better. take teardrops of mine, find yourself wetter.
Dec 11th
enjoy?
I had to write this for my creative writing class. We had to write a “short play”. We were not taught how to do this. The play couldn’t be longer than 10 minutes, could be multiple scenes but it could only be one “act”. Each setting had to be “simple”, and it could have no more than 3 characters. It was an aweful lot of constraints for a...
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
On the 12th day of christmas my friendster gave to...
12 tight black t-shirts 11 pair of diesels 10 vegan cookies 9 LJ Comments 8 kids a’moshin 7 inch rare vinyl 6 hot topic gift cards I’m in chaos crew 4 backstage passes 3 drug free x’s 2 dog tags and my first pair of sauconys
Dec 8th
sleeping at courtney's last night...
i had three dreams in like 10 hours. 1. i was a detective in a red barbie convertable, and my partner was in like…a pre-school toy blue car. looked like a volkswagon beetle. i think we were chasing someone. there was a parking garage involved. 2. a VERY charming teenage serial killer got his victims from the bathrooms at the old tenplex theater on route four. he kept trying to kill me and i...
Dec 8th
i may be the last one to catch lady gaga fever, but i’ve got it bad. i downloaded this song yesterday before work and it’s the only song i’ve listened to since. =]
Dec 4th
it starts eyes closed, to fingers crossed, to “i swear, i say”. to hands between legs, to “whatever it takes”. to drinks at the club to the bar, to the kiss in your car. to hotel stairs, to the emergency exit door. i left my conscience pressed between the pages of the bible in the drawer love never wanted me, but i took it anyway.
Dec 3rd